What kind of university student will I be?
Will I party hardy?
Will I be able to pull away and be sincere to myself?
And what will be the friends I keep?
What kind of a person will I evolve into?
Questions in a club. Hurhur.
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Something I've learnt from you.
Writing to yourself is very therapeutic!
It puts thoughts out into words for you to reread and think about.
Good for my mind. Good for my soul.
Monday, January 31, 2011
Friday, May 21, 2010
Love/Liking your Job
This week I'm involved in the CSSCOM COC parade, so Toxin, Sam Poh, Thomas and I are all involved in the parade. While having dinner this evening, we started talking about "don't make your interest your job, or you will no longer like it"
There are 2 cases, making your interest your job and making your passion your job, there is a stark difference, but very hard to diffrentiate between the two.
you might have a real interest in a field, be it engineering or teaching or even art, but the problem with pursuing this interest as your bread bowl results in 2 problems.
1) Money. When you depend on your interest for your ricebowl, you end up sacrificing your interest to satisfy your hunger.
2) the corporate ladder looks very similar as you get closer to the top. At the base level, an engineer's job is starkly different from a fireman or from an accountant. however look at the next level, they all have a boss/supervisor that has to manage them and instruct them what to do. Similarly when you look onto the next level, their bosses needs to manage them, they still may have some ground experience, but it decreases in frequency as their appointment goes up. Very rarely do you see the manager of a franchise cook up a tidy meal for his customers. Also, at the top, they seem to do pretty much the same thing. CEOs' job scopes do not really differ that much.
I beleive this leads to much frustration to individuals. They end up asking themselves "is this really what I signed up for?" as they realise that they have been quite far removed from thier initial interest. Getting caught up with office politicking (and yes this is inevitable) it is easy to lose sight of what you wanted to do in the first place.
The only exception to this is if your interest is in politics, then if you went into that field, you would be perfectly fine ;)
There is a difference if your interest is more than just a liking of a field, if you LOVE, your job, it may evolve into your passion.
Then your motivations change as well. It is not merely a case of wanting to do what you like, instead you want to make a difference, which is quite the perspective change.
I beleive that if you have a real love and passion to change something, then you should very well make it your job. Take for example a toy designer. Having an interest for toys is not enough, because there is a lot of team work to come up with a design, presenting to bosses kills they joy you might have had conceptualising it, you might end up miserable, or worse, Furby is back on toy shelves everywhere. On the other hand, if your love for toys is such that you want to change how toys are received or maybe how toys are played, then you would fight tooth and nail for the toys you have pitched, and this sort of passion is very difficult to go unnoticed.
No one said it will be a walk in the park, and getting to that point where you have finally been the change you want to see, is a freaking uphill battle, but achievement was only possible with all the effort put in.
I hope I'm able to be like the latter, and shake the industry I work in :) I aim to combine my interest and job together!
There are 2 cases, making your interest your job and making your passion your job, there is a stark difference, but very hard to diffrentiate between the two.
you might have a real interest in a field, be it engineering or teaching or even art, but the problem with pursuing this interest as your bread bowl results in 2 problems.
1) Money. When you depend on your interest for your ricebowl, you end up sacrificing your interest to satisfy your hunger.
2) the corporate ladder looks very similar as you get closer to the top. At the base level, an engineer's job is starkly different from a fireman or from an accountant. however look at the next level, they all have a boss/supervisor that has to manage them and instruct them what to do. Similarly when you look onto the next level, their bosses needs to manage them, they still may have some ground experience, but it decreases in frequency as their appointment goes up. Very rarely do you see the manager of a franchise cook up a tidy meal for his customers. Also, at the top, they seem to do pretty much the same thing. CEOs' job scopes do not really differ that much.
I beleive this leads to much frustration to individuals. They end up asking themselves "is this really what I signed up for?" as they realise that they have been quite far removed from thier initial interest. Getting caught up with office politicking (and yes this is inevitable) it is easy to lose sight of what you wanted to do in the first place.
The only exception to this is if your interest is in politics, then if you went into that field, you would be perfectly fine ;)
There is a difference if your interest is more than just a liking of a field, if you LOVE, your job, it may evolve into your passion.
Then your motivations change as well. It is not merely a case of wanting to do what you like, instead you want to make a difference, which is quite the perspective change.
I beleive that if you have a real love and passion to change something, then you should very well make it your job. Take for example a toy designer. Having an interest for toys is not enough, because there is a lot of team work to come up with a design, presenting to bosses kills they joy you might have had conceptualising it, you might end up miserable, or worse, Furby is back on toy shelves everywhere. On the other hand, if your love for toys is such that you want to change how toys are received or maybe how toys are played, then you would fight tooth and nail for the toys you have pitched, and this sort of passion is very difficult to go unnoticed.
No one said it will be a walk in the park, and getting to that point where you have finally been the change you want to see, is a freaking uphill battle, but achievement was only possible with all the effort put in.
I hope I'm able to be like the latter, and shake the industry I work in :) I aim to combine my interest and job together!
Friday, May 07, 2010
Adventures and Misadventures
I'm starting to make my 'out-of-camp-once-a-week' into a habitual thing... don't know if that's good or not.
In any case, i'm out on a Friday! dental appointment this morning and leave in the afternoon. So let's start with my...
++Adventure++
I seem to like to post about my adventures only. oh well!
the long weekend of Labour Day, i managed to join SMUX group on their little trip to malaysia! (thanks Varun) It was an absolute blast! but i'll let the pictures on facebook speak for themselves!
Jasmine's
Agnes's
Mine
just a short photo trip!
WIND TUNNELLING
well, they might have spelled my name wrong ("Jonathan Weng", sheesh) but quite the experience nonetheless. the funniest is coming out of the first round drooling all over, because its so dry with all that wind!
Then our chartered bus ($1500 for 2 days, what an interesting way to travel!!!) brought us down to KL for... Activity #2!
PAINTBALL
seriously seriously epic games! after talking about it for so long, i finally get my chance to dabble in our paint warfare, and it was a blast running around like a mad man, and going crazy trying to steal the flag for our team!
Pooped i was at the end of the first day, but still, got dragged out to Sugei Wang then Jalan Alor for dinner, but absolutely no regrets at all, just look at part of our dinner feast!
man, that Shiwen can really order! she seemed to know all the best things to get, and she had this voracious appetite that none of us could match!
After a sumptuous dinner, off to bed to recharge for the next day's activities.
We must have a proper breakfast before setting off, and i was lucky enough to be bunked with other guys who shared my enthusiasm! so Dim Sum breakfast at Chinatown (just a short walk from our hotel) YUM!
slept in the bus again on our journey to Malacca for Activity #3
ALL TERRAIN VEHICLE (ATV)
we were a little dissapointed when we saw a small little track at the ATV place, but we were not expecting our ATV route to be totally different, and went into the forests and went onto high hills, just awesome, fun as hell, and totally thrilling!
and to round it all off, we ended in Johore with Activity #4
I love the go-kart track. its also super out-of-place! its like in the middle of nowhere. in the bus it was like plantation-plantation-plantation-GO KART TRACK?!?! yes, because it was in the middle of nowhere, it was a BIG and WIDE area, with an excellent area to go insane on our go-kart. 10 mins sounded a little short, but it was about right. maybe a little longer and we could have raced a bit, but 10 mins was enough to adjust to the track. and it would be fun to go back with more friends next time!
Ah, i love these little malaysia trips. but too bad they cost so much, if not i would go everyweek if i could. but i like the possibilities of it. i'm gaining more knowledge and experience as i go along, and hopefully i'll be able to organise such a trip in the future too! and maybe be a bit more adventurous in where we go!
Thanks to everyone on the SMUX team! for making it so memorable!
++Mis-adventure++
The plan was to go from my dental appointment at SAFTI MI to Serangoon Gardens to meet Uncle Sebastian, Grandparents came to pick me up. i think there was a hint of lethargy due to the weather, but whether the weather made a difference or not i'm not sure.
So we were off the PIE and onto the CTE. there was this little stretch where there were some road works to the side, and i was going to exit at Bradell Exit. there seemed to be a slight narrow in the road (which i did not realise at all) and i felt the car strike something, then following by a grinding sound.
At this point i'm thinking the paint job on the side of the car is totally gone, so we stop to check the car. And Grandpa points out to me that the front left tyre is completely gone, leaving just the rim. i'm totally feeling guilty at this point but all energy was redirected to changing the tyre and getting our car out of the place.
After struggling damn long with the wheel (its FREAKING hard to change the damn thing >.<) we were still unable to get the spare tyre on, and found that it isn't just a problem with the wheel, but the wheel "tendon", the turning piston of sorts, has snapped, so we can't drive even if we could get the wheel in (the metal around the wheel bent too, so can't get the wheel in)
I don't know if its because i was tired from changing the tyre, or maybe i was a little shook up, but giddy spell hit, and a little short of oxygen at that point. thank goodness that the highway rescue team came, towed our car to Toa Payoh, letting us settle down, get some lunch and get someone to come tow our car to get fixed.
I'm utterly utterly blessed and grateful that no one got hurt, and tough i wish i didn't get into an accident in the first place, but glad that since it happened, there was a lot to learn from it, and the price paid was minimal.
++ My Take++
this month (thus far) i've had my fair share of (mis)adventures, but i guess this is what makes life interesting! i'd rather have all these than mundane routines anyday.
I've got a lot to be thankful for! now to move forward and continue this spirit!
In any case, i'm out on a Friday! dental appointment this morning and leave in the afternoon. So let's start with my...
++Adventure++
I seem to like to post about my adventures only. oh well!
the long weekend of Labour Day, i managed to join SMUX group on their little trip to malaysia! (thanks Varun) It was an absolute blast! but i'll let the pictures on facebook speak for themselves!
Jasmine's
Agnes's
Mine
just a short photo trip!
so we started at Beach road, and took a long bus ride up to Genting. Reached at 5 am, so killed time at Starbucks (really? of all places >.<) before starting Activity #1!
WIND TUNNELLINGwell, they might have spelled my name wrong ("Jonathan Weng", sheesh) but quite the experience nonetheless. the funniest is coming out of the first round drooling all over, because its so dry with all that wind!
Then our chartered bus ($1500 for 2 days, what an interesting way to travel!!!) brought us down to KL for... Activity #2!
PAINTBALLseriously seriously epic games! after talking about it for so long, i finally get my chance to dabble in our paint warfare, and it was a blast running around like a mad man, and going crazy trying to steal the flag for our team!
Pooped i was at the end of the first day, but still, got dragged out to Sugei Wang then Jalan Alor for dinner, but absolutely no regrets at all, just look at part of our dinner feast!
man, that Shiwen can really order! she seemed to know all the best things to get, and she had this voracious appetite that none of us could match!
After a sumptuous dinner, off to bed to recharge for the next day's activities.
We must have a proper breakfast before setting off, and i was lucky enough to be bunked with other guys who shared my enthusiasm! so Dim Sum breakfast at Chinatown (just a short walk from our hotel) YUM!
slept in the bus again on our journey to Malacca for Activity #3
ALL TERRAIN VEHICLE (ATV)we were a little dissapointed when we saw a small little track at the ATV place, but we were not expecting our ATV route to be totally different, and went into the forests and went onto high hills, just awesome, fun as hell, and totally thrilling!
and to round it all off, we ended in Johore with Activity #4
GO-KARTING
I love the go-kart track. its also super out-of-place! its like in the middle of nowhere. in the bus it was like plantation-plantation-plantation-GO KART TRACK?!?! yes, because it was in the middle of nowhere, it was a BIG and WIDE area, with an excellent area to go insane on our go-kart. 10 mins sounded a little short, but it was about right. maybe a little longer and we could have raced a bit, but 10 mins was enough to adjust to the track. and it would be fun to go back with more friends next time!
Ah, i love these little malaysia trips. but too bad they cost so much, if not i would go everyweek if i could. but i like the possibilities of it. i'm gaining more knowledge and experience as i go along, and hopefully i'll be able to organise such a trip in the future too! and maybe be a bit more adventurous in where we go!
Thanks to everyone on the SMUX team! for making it so memorable!++Mis-adventure++
The plan was to go from my dental appointment at SAFTI MI to Serangoon Gardens to meet Uncle Sebastian, Grandparents came to pick me up. i think there was a hint of lethargy due to the weather, but whether the weather made a difference or not i'm not sure.
So we were off the PIE and onto the CTE. there was this little stretch where there were some road works to the side, and i was going to exit at Bradell Exit. there seemed to be a slight narrow in the road (which i did not realise at all) and i felt the car strike something, then following by a grinding sound.
At this point i'm thinking the paint job on the side of the car is totally gone, so we stop to check the car. And Grandpa points out to me that the front left tyre is completely gone, leaving just the rim. i'm totally feeling guilty at this point but all energy was redirected to changing the tyre and getting our car out of the place.
After struggling damn long with the wheel (its FREAKING hard to change the damn thing >.<) we were still unable to get the spare tyre on, and found that it isn't just a problem with the wheel, but the wheel "tendon", the turning piston of sorts, has snapped, so we can't drive even if we could get the wheel in (the metal around the wheel bent too, so can't get the wheel in)
I don't know if its because i was tired from changing the tyre, or maybe i was a little shook up, but giddy spell hit, and a little short of oxygen at that point. thank goodness that the highway rescue team came, towed our car to Toa Payoh, letting us settle down, get some lunch and get someone to come tow our car to get fixed.
I'm utterly utterly blessed and grateful that no one got hurt, and tough i wish i didn't get into an accident in the first place, but glad that since it happened, there was a lot to learn from it, and the price paid was minimal.
++ My Take++
this month (thus far) i've had my fair share of (mis)adventures, but i guess this is what makes life interesting! i'd rather have all these than mundane routines anyday.
I've got a lot to be thankful for! now to move forward and continue this spirit!
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Mobile Mariachi
After telling people around me so much about my Malaysia trip, I guess a blog post is in order! Haha, will find a way to put up the pictures too!
while most of the others might title this "LSC Lg. Sg. Chin" or "Horse! Horse! Horse!" I remember my trip more for the on the road singing and random public performances which were totally awesome!
It all started one Sunday while at Canoe Polo, I happen to mention to Nor, I want to be going out and doing more things, then she calls me on a trip to go Whitewater Rafing in Perak, Malaysia with a group of her friends. And thanks to a spontaneous spirit and supportive parents, I'm at Lavender Rd on Good Friday morning with 8.5 strangers (Nor is a half-stranger) about to go on a 2 night trip to Malaysia.
The whole of the first day was travelling. A coach from Lavender Rd to Second Link and into KL. Competing with the insane crowd going for Sepang F1. Then into KL, Ezen and Nor go collect the rental cars, and the evening was spent navigating to Tg. Malim.
We warmed up a little on the bus, a little more in the car. But the breakthrough moment was sitting in our little homestay, singing our hearts out with such classics as With Or Without You, I'm Yours, or my personal favourite, the 4 chord song :D
Still, all off to bed by midnight, cuz we had a packed day ahead!
7 am is not so hard to wake up at when you get up for camp at 6 every morning. Out the door by 8, and breakfast at the same place we had dinner. The Chanai was Shiok! Lift and fluffy, Malaysian goodness :P why doesn't Singapore do it the same?
Then finally, the main event! Whitewater Rafting! A bit of a drive down to the place, we reach, and kill time waiting for our Rover by taking silly pictures and making lots of noise!
The Rover ride was absolute pandemonium! Squeezing at all angles to fit into the photos taken. Haha, best was seeing Nor dangling out on a limb to get more room to take the picture!
then of course, the Horse! Horse! Horse! I think the video says it all:
Whitewater rafting was excellent, but I think my raft had a weight issue, all the M, L and XL happened to be on the same boat, so probably not as much tumble and tussle as it could have been.
When we reached the half-way point, taking a break and having a snack, I realized that the seat of my pants was a little more drafty than usual.
Eh, what you gonna do? Once again wearing boxers have saved the day, by protecting my modesty! :D
Waiting for us back at the 'base camp' was a sumptuous lunch, included with the whitewater package. By this time it was nearing 3, so we had our fill, and made our way towards the Felda Hot Springs too relax our muscles and chill for the day!
Water makes people playful, and I got a chance to reminisce on our cheerleading outings in our TJ days.
I'm still not a big fan of hot springs, mainly because I sweat ever so profusely even while in the hot spring and also, I don't really get the "relaxation" feeling after doing all that, haha, but that's just me.
Fulfilling lah my day in Malaysia, and had so much fun with these crazy people, didn't really want to go back the next day. Little would I know leaving the next day wouldn't be as easy as I we would like to either!
So we try to squeeze in one more little activity before we return home, and end up at a little SEA-s largest indoor rockwall place called Camp 5 @ One Utama. now I haven't done climbing in years, and being the fat kid always afraid of being a burden to someone, now I finally get a chance to try it once again. I did! And it was crazy fun! No doubt, I'm still terrible, but at least now I can climb! I've got more strength, less weight, and more confidence! It was such an accomplished feeling to finish just that first wall. It even warranted a second outing to Climb Asia @ the Civil Servants Club on Friday night!
But due to our rock wall adventure, we ended up missing the 4 pm bus back to singapore. Yet we were unfazed. No 4pm bus? We'll just take the midnight one then!
So we go on to deposit our belongings at one of those safe keep for luggage places, and check that they are open till 11pm. We then head off with Khim's friend, Tareh, as our guide, to let us go gallivanting in Kuala Lumpur. Our morning/afternoons are usually quite strenuous and by nightfall, we are tuckered out, and find lots of relax and chill activities. This day was no exception! As we sat around talking to Tareh and chillin'
What better way to end it all off, than with a massage to work the kinks out our legs and bodies. The full body massage doesn't work for me the same way the hot spring doesn't either. So opted for the leg massage with 10mins on the shoulders and back.
I simply love these people I travelled with, because while waiting for the rest to finish their massages, we break into song, and hold our little concert in the massage parlour!
Now is as good a time as any to let you know that I was the youngest there. My bday is in December so I'm still considered 19. The next youngest would be 25, the bulk of them at 27. The oldest was good ol' Mike, at 32. But there you go! These people were much older than me, but I had awesome fun with them, hardly thinking about our age gap at all! I was super lucky to be on this trip!
Anyway after the massage, we manage a quick dinner, then we rush back at 10:45 to collect our luggage. And Lo and behold, the stupid shop has closed for the day, leaving our group of 10 and one other stranger, mighty pissed off. Thank goodness I had my passport with me. Nor, Mike and Lock weren't as lucky. So the 3 of them extended a night of stay while the 7 of us went back first. The rest of our luggage will follow the 3 of them back the next day.
Left KL at midnight. Stopped for a break at 2 am. Then the Second Link at 4 to 4:30. Home by 5:30. Bathe change and off to camp I go. Just died the whole day in camp. And pretty much pooped the whole week, but definitely an experience I wouldn't want to ever trade up :)
to the gang of Lg. Sg. Chinnoh, much love, and thanks for letting me be a part of it!
for all the photos, check out:
Pearlyn's (Mike's Cam) photos
Lock's Photos
The Lg. Sg. Chinnoh Trailer:
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Brick By Boring Brick
I have added a new member to the small list of Celebrity Crushes!
Let's see who is currently in the bag:
+ Janet Hsieh - violinist, model, TRAVELLER
+ Kate Miccuci - awesomely cute Singer!
and the new addition to the team!
Ba da pap, pa da pa pa da
Ba da pap pap, pa da pa pum...
HAYLEY NICHOLE WILLAIMS!
Hell yeah! lead singer of PARAMORE
speaking of raising in status, Paramore has joined my list of all time favourite band/group/artists, with the likes of Fall Out Boy, and John Mayer!
Hello all! Been trying to keep up with my emails, whole bunch to reply, haha, but its so much better cuz i can take my time, and can keep the emails for long periods of time, just hope they aren't decaying in my inbox. but no worry, they are all safely Starred away, for easy reference, and hopefully prompt replying.
depending on what time you read this, i may or may not have finished changing my blog layout, will get right to it after this!
Paramore is coming at a great time when i'm totally filled with raw restless energy. really wanna get out there and take the world by storm. haha, i love "Riot!"s explanation "a sudden outburst of uncontrolled emotion" nice!
Let's recap the week!
Monday - Gym with Jeremy, finally a chance to talk to him! but sadly, the gym wasn't as well equipped as hoped, will have to get back to SRC soon...
Tuesday- Japanese Lesson 2, its starting to get interesting, but since its only once a week, i'm getting a little impatient.
Wednesday - IPSC ended on Tuesday, so this would be my first day back in camp in a while. woo~ what a truckload of things to deal with. so just went home and rested for the night instead of usual wednesday night soccer.
Thursday - i'm truly lucky to have friends that respond to my sudden whims of movie watching, thanks Theo! great company to watch with :)
Friday - another day of rest!
The weekend was an interesting one, leaving me with a few things to think about.
Here was the plan -
Saturday
Morn - NUS Open House
Afternoon - Patapon Mission
Night - Help mum with Make-A-Wish Flag day money counting stuff
Sunday
Morn - NTU Open House
Afternoon - Canoe Polo
Night - rest
Saturday i went for the NUS Open house, to figure out that NTU Open house is only 1 day, so i missed my chance to go. but i guess its okay, since i was there mainly for the people, got a chance to talk to Jane Nad and Sian, and Wendy later on. they really are making me consider BlueBlood, just because, haha. Then got the time for the flashmob wrong by an hour... an hour late... oh well, so straight to Make-A-Wish Flag Day money counting, and helped out there, got to know a few new friends! So it was all good!
Lazy sunday morning with alot of FlashForward watching. Then down to town to meet Varun and Fidot to shop for Var's Comms Ball, and found that Fidot is interested in Scuba Diving in Malaysia too! looks like the May plans may actually materialise!
I found myself starting some conversations, but my eyes couldn't help but stray away and look at faces of strangers walking by. I'm not sure why, but it seems like something i have been doing alot of recently. Almost like i am looking for someone, but who? hmm...
stupid Jon Chan, "I need a chick"-rubbish.
What am i doing man, why do i feel so restless despite doing things that i want to do. i'm not unhappy, just unsatisfied.
I wish my Paramore Passion came earlier!!! dammit, Paramore just came AND LEFT SINGAPORE! don't know when they will ever come back again :'( but i shall pacify myself with their new album Brand New Eyes, if my budget allows for it.
Upcoming for March!
Makan Drama
Kayaking Expedition
KR Hall Production
I hope i've got some direction and not just flailing around >.< sigh
Let's see who is currently in the bag:
+ Janet Hsieh - violinist, model, TRAVELLER
+ Kate Miccuci - awesomely cute Singer!
and the new addition to the team!
Ba da pap, pa da pa pa da
Ba da pap pap, pa da pa pum...
HAYLEY NICHOLE WILLAIMS!
Hell yeah! lead singer of PARAMORE
speaking of raising in status, Paramore has joined my list of all time favourite band/group/artists, with the likes of Fall Out Boy, and John Mayer!
Hello all! Been trying to keep up with my emails, whole bunch to reply, haha, but its so much better cuz i can take my time, and can keep the emails for long periods of time, just hope they aren't decaying in my inbox. but no worry, they are all safely Starred away, for easy reference, and hopefully prompt replying.
depending on what time you read this, i may or may not have finished changing my blog layout, will get right to it after this!
Paramore is coming at a great time when i'm totally filled with raw restless energy. really wanna get out there and take the world by storm. haha, i love "Riot!"s explanation "a sudden outburst of uncontrolled emotion" nice!
Let's recap the week!
Monday - Gym with Jeremy, finally a chance to talk to him! but sadly, the gym wasn't as well equipped as hoped, will have to get back to SRC soon...
Tuesday- Japanese Lesson 2, its starting to get interesting, but since its only once a week, i'm getting a little impatient.
Wednesday - IPSC ended on Tuesday, so this would be my first day back in camp in a while. woo~ what a truckload of things to deal with. so just went home and rested for the night instead of usual wednesday night soccer.
Thursday - i'm truly lucky to have friends that respond to my sudden whims of movie watching, thanks Theo! great company to watch with :)
Friday - another day of rest!
The weekend was an interesting one, leaving me with a few things to think about.
Here was the plan -
Saturday
Morn - NUS Open House
Afternoon - Patapon Mission
Night - Help mum with Make-A-Wish Flag day money counting stuff
Sunday
Morn - NTU Open House
Afternoon - Canoe Polo
Night - rest
Saturday i went for the NUS Open house, to figure out that NTU Open house is only 1 day, so i missed my chance to go. but i guess its okay, since i was there mainly for the people, got a chance to talk to Jane Nad and Sian, and Wendy later on. they really are making me consider BlueBlood, just because, haha. Then got the time for the flashmob wrong by an hour... an hour late... oh well, so straight to Make-A-Wish Flag Day money counting, and helped out there, got to know a few new friends! So it was all good!
Lazy sunday morning with alot of FlashForward watching. Then down to town to meet Varun and Fidot to shop for Var's Comms Ball, and found that Fidot is interested in Scuba Diving in Malaysia too! looks like the May plans may actually materialise!
I found myself starting some conversations, but my eyes couldn't help but stray away and look at faces of strangers walking by. I'm not sure why, but it seems like something i have been doing alot of recently. Almost like i am looking for someone, but who? hmm...
stupid Jon Chan, "I need a chick"-rubbish.
What am i doing man, why do i feel so restless despite doing things that i want to do. i'm not unhappy, just unsatisfied.
I wish my Paramore Passion came earlier!!! dammit, Paramore just came AND LEFT SINGAPORE! don't know when they will ever come back again :'( but i shall pacify myself with their new album Brand New Eyes, if my budget allows for it.
Upcoming for March!
Makan Drama
Kayaking Expedition
KR Hall Production
I hope i've got some direction and not just flailing around >.< sigh
Friday, March 05, 2010
Little Men, Big Generals
Bus trips home are a great time to get my blogging done, especially when the night is still fray in my mind.
Tonight was Dinner and adventure with Bernice! Dinner was some guidance from hungrygowhere.com, but a little side-tracked to a nice little Thai place at Sunshine Plaza.
It was a nice dinner, but a little hard to eat with this great big swollen lump on my lip >.< went to play soccer with the camp guys yesterday (always fun as always) but a little uncontrolled runnig, sudden stopping and face planting into a concrete wall, left me with a cut on my lip, a forth finger on my right hand unable to close, toe pain and back pain. Still... Totally worth it, lol.
Anyway, surprisingly filling dinner for a reasonable price, but had to save space for Rochore Tau Huay! Just had it with the ORD personnel on monday, but I was thrusting for a second round, so thought'd i'd bring Ber there too, and explore the general Dhoby Ghaut area in the meantime :)
But that was part of the killing time before going to check out Jackie Chan's latest movie (that doesn't suck, I'm looking at you 'Spy Next Door') Little Big Soldier.
1) I love Jackie Chan movies :) the fighting is always creative and hilarious
2) I love Olden China type films, so grand and usually uses history to bring out meaning and emotion
3) I enjoyed the movie thoroughly, and was glad to share it with Ber :D
What a fun night! It usually is with the 2 of us, let's expand our 'Adventure Gang'! Next up: may travelling plans!
Tonight was Dinner and adventure with Bernice! Dinner was some guidance from hungrygowhere.com, but a little side-tracked to a nice little Thai place at Sunshine Plaza.
It was a nice dinner, but a little hard to eat with this great big swollen lump on my lip >.< went to play soccer with the camp guys yesterday (always fun as always) but a little uncontrolled runnig, sudden stopping and face planting into a concrete wall, left me with a cut on my lip, a forth finger on my right hand unable to close, toe pain and back pain. Still... Totally worth it, lol.
Anyway, surprisingly filling dinner for a reasonable price, but had to save space for Rochore Tau Huay! Just had it with the ORD personnel on monday, but I was thrusting for a second round, so thought'd i'd bring Ber there too, and explore the general Dhoby Ghaut area in the meantime :)
But that was part of the killing time before going to check out Jackie Chan's latest movie (that doesn't suck, I'm looking at you 'Spy Next Door') Little Big Soldier.
1) I love Jackie Chan movies :) the fighting is always creative and hilarious
2) I love Olden China type films, so grand and usually uses history to bring out meaning and emotion
3) I enjoyed the movie thoroughly, and was glad to share it with Ber :D
What a fun night! It usually is with the 2 of us, let's expand our 'Adventure Gang'! Next up: may travelling plans!
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Such a small Island
Have I ever said what a small island Singapore is? I'm sure I have, but man! Did I feel it tonight! What a night! WHAT A GREAT DAY!
My legs are totally cui now, and slowly turning to jelly, but totally worth it!
Let's start with the evening. Do you know "What Happened in the Island?" haha, through the wonders of Facebook, I came to know about Shaowei's Hall Production, and since I haven't seen the guy for so long, and itching to play watch again, gave it a chance.
With the mindset that it is a hall production (hence not taking it too seriously) it was really enjoyable, despite the cringing and the guffaws, some parts had potential for alot, so I may have filled in some gaps on my own :)
It really made me itch to be in a production again! The people, the atmosphere, and the possibilities of entertaining a full crowd! I dream a day of my directorial debut!
Now to the Small Country
Shaowei - knew him when I was in TA1, Drama Nick's friend which I got to know
Jiawen - Shaowei's sister (I can't even remember when I found out, but I know it wasn't early) and my TA junior!
Chengfeng - Jiawen and Shaowei's cousin, also a TA junior
Chengyi - Director of RnGad and elder brother to Chengfeng (and hence cousin of the first two)
Now that the family tree is out of the way...
Crap, I seriously can't remember his name - he's a dog handler at my camp, just had duty together not too long ago.
Natalia Tan - or better known in primary school as NAH-TAH-LIA! heh, now girlfriend to that guy from camp. Man! So long since I've seen her, hehe, but the "you look so different now" was awesome :D
Totally worthwhile coming for tonight musical :)
That's not all that made today awesome! Spent the whole morning with Zenia at ECP! Met her at 10ish and walked to check out the Swaveboard, at $2 an hour and $4 for 3 hours, it's damn worth it. But an hour was all we needed, it's tiring stuff trying to balance and 'swave' haha, but very proud of myself that I managed to learn it all in that hour :)
Then after a little recuperation, we attempted the Trikke, this funny looking third-kick scooter third-bike third-elliptical machine contraption, that though not very fast, was very interesting to maneuver.
So you can imagine after a whole day of such awesome noveu modes of transport, how jelly like my legs are now. But TOTALLY worth it :D
If only all Sundays could be as awesome!
My legs are totally cui now, and slowly turning to jelly, but totally worth it!
Let's start with the evening. Do you know "What Happened in the Island?" haha, through the wonders of Facebook, I came to know about Shaowei's Hall Production, and since I haven't seen the guy for so long, and itching to play watch again, gave it a chance.
With the mindset that it is a hall production (hence not taking it too seriously) it was really enjoyable, despite the cringing and the guffaws, some parts had potential for alot, so I may have filled in some gaps on my own :)
It really made me itch to be in a production again! The people, the atmosphere, and the possibilities of entertaining a full crowd! I dream a day of my directorial debut!
Now to the Small Country
Shaowei - knew him when I was in TA1, Drama Nick's friend which I got to know
Jiawen - Shaowei's sister (I can't even remember when I found out, but I know it wasn't early) and my TA junior!
Chengfeng - Jiawen and Shaowei's cousin, also a TA junior
Chengyi - Director of RnGad and elder brother to Chengfeng (and hence cousin of the first two)
Now that the family tree is out of the way...
Crap, I seriously can't remember his name - he's a dog handler at my camp, just had duty together not too long ago.
Natalia Tan - or better known in primary school as NAH-TAH-LIA! heh, now girlfriend to that guy from camp. Man! So long since I've seen her, hehe, but the "you look so different now" was awesome :D
Totally worthwhile coming for tonight musical :)
That's not all that made today awesome! Spent the whole morning with Zenia at ECP! Met her at 10ish and walked to check out the Swaveboard, at $2 an hour and $4 for 3 hours, it's damn worth it. But an hour was all we needed, it's tiring stuff trying to balance and 'swave' haha, but very proud of myself that I managed to learn it all in that hour :)
Then after a little recuperation, we attempted the Trikke, this funny looking third-kick scooter third-bike third-elliptical machine contraption, that though not very fast, was very interesting to maneuver.
So you can imagine after a whole day of such awesome noveu modes of transport, how jelly like my legs are now. But TOTALLY worth it :D
If only all Sundays could be as awesome!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Soon Kueh
Hello! i'm sure a post is long overdue, but i've just been so addicted to my iPod! so many videos to watch so little time, hur hur.
I will try to say something soon, but i also want to change my blogskin! maybe this weekend. can think of what to blog about on my iPod too, haha.
Soon young Padawan, soon...
I will try to say something soon, but i also want to change my blogskin! maybe this weekend. can think of what to blog about on my iPod too, haha.
Soon young Padawan, soon...
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Glee
Hello Everybody!
I'm totally suffering from Glee-withdrawal symptoms at the moment. Just finished watching the episodes available for Season 1, and now i can't wait for April to roll on by, and for the next 9 eps to come out! Meanwhile, to fill this gaping hole, i'll have to turn to 2 things. 1) HIMYM and Pushing Daisies Eps, 2) the end of my groundature, and FREEDOM to go meet friends once again! ... if they will meet me :(
I realised that i have been seriously over eating for the past few days. i'll still do my gym and swim occasionally, but i'm eating a lot more too... that's not a good thing. must find away to distract myself, and focus on the weight loss!!!
January will be over by monday. wow. Feb will bring Ex Odyssey, Chinese New Year (+ CNY eve duty >.<) and should roll along quite fast too. I dunno why i feel so tired >.<
I had a good Project in camp recently. it really made me feel accomplished, and like i'm stepping up to fill the role as a senior in Ops Section. It was tiring as heck, but it felt rewarding when everything was finished. though i also know there's alot of follow up actions with the conclusion of the project, but work that i'm willing to do, and will make this year be more meaningful.
January felt like it slipped through my fingers. i wasn't really in control. i feel in control when i do things, when i initiate and finish things on my own. Janaury felt routine, like i've just continued to do what i usually do... hmmm... i don't really like that. maybe i'm just too restless.
By the way... I've passed my Driving Test! 10 Demerits only, and no immediate failures! so my license (the card) will come in a month, but i'm allowed to drive already! allowed in the sense of the Law, but not allowed in the sense of my parents >.< I know they are being concerned parents, and worry about my safety, but the initial feeling is still crappy, that they would like to instill such strict conditions for my first year of driving. hopefully i can show them that i'm a good driver, and impress them enough to let me drive on my own and subsequently with friends.
Nua-ness is returning... not a nice feeling
SYAK IS BACK. have i mentioned that already? hmm... still she's been back for about 1+ weeks now? still haven't met her. gotta plan something!!! miss her so bad. wish i had more time... but wait! i've got a day of Off from the Project! yes... maybe i'll use that soon :D then try to sneak in a bit more off with duties and such... yes yes!
okay, while i'm still on a high on planning what to do. let's try to meet Varun this evening!
GLEE
Fave songs at the moment:
No Air
Somebody to Love
My Life Would Suck Without You
Take a Bow
I'm totally suffering from Glee-withdrawal symptoms at the moment. Just finished watching the episodes available for Season 1, and now i can't wait for April to roll on by, and for the next 9 eps to come out! Meanwhile, to fill this gaping hole, i'll have to turn to 2 things. 1) HIMYM and Pushing Daisies Eps, 2) the end of my groundature, and FREEDOM to go meet friends once again! ... if they will meet me :(
I realised that i have been seriously over eating for the past few days. i'll still do my gym and swim occasionally, but i'm eating a lot more too... that's not a good thing. must find away to distract myself, and focus on the weight loss!!!
January will be over by monday. wow. Feb will bring Ex Odyssey, Chinese New Year (+ CNY eve duty >.<) and should roll along quite fast too. I dunno why i feel so tired >.<
I had a good Project in camp recently. it really made me feel accomplished, and like i'm stepping up to fill the role as a senior in Ops Section. It was tiring as heck, but it felt rewarding when everything was finished. though i also know there's alot of follow up actions with the conclusion of the project, but work that i'm willing to do, and will make this year be more meaningful.
January felt like it slipped through my fingers. i wasn't really in control. i feel in control when i do things, when i initiate and finish things on my own. Janaury felt routine, like i've just continued to do what i usually do... hmmm... i don't really like that. maybe i'm just too restless.
By the way... I've passed my Driving Test! 10 Demerits only, and no immediate failures! so my license (the card) will come in a month, but i'm allowed to drive already! allowed in the sense of the Law, but not allowed in the sense of my parents >.< I know they are being concerned parents, and worry about my safety, but the initial feeling is still crappy, that they would like to instill such strict conditions for my first year of driving. hopefully i can show them that i'm a good driver, and impress them enough to let me drive on my own and subsequently with friends.
Nua-ness is returning... not a nice feeling
SYAK IS BACK. have i mentioned that already? hmm... still she's been back for about 1+ weeks now? still haven't met her. gotta plan something!!! miss her so bad. wish i had more time... but wait! i've got a day of Off from the Project! yes... maybe i'll use that soon :D then try to sneak in a bit more off with duties and such... yes yes!
okay, while i'm still on a high on planning what to do. let's try to meet Varun this evening!
GLEE
Fave songs at the moment:
No Air
Somebody to Love
My Life Would Suck Without You
Take a Bow
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Square Brackets
Its the 24th of January.
wow really? already! woohoo, Jan is almost over, which means my grounding will soon be grounded! yes!
Though i must admit, it really gave me time to spend focusing on myself, and figuring out what 2010 is gonna be for me. [and watching ALOT of HIMYM LegendARY! (its so awesome when you know other people who watch it too!)] <- see how i had to use both regular and square brackets! this is not good, i need to learn to start using commas and using less brackets >.<
anyway. Sergeant pay countdown: 17 days.... oooh, i can smell it now. but most of this has already been spent, with Japanese Language Class costing me a hefty $300, and i think if i start dance in feb, that's another $100 gone. not to mention the Music i have been buying. and clothes i intend to get. oh god, i've turned into a big spender >.< may He have mercy on my wallet/bank account.
still, i've gotta think about what else i want to do. Feb, sounds like a busy month, with 2 weeks i believe will be stay in. (Ex Odyssey) it couldn't have come at a worse time, since SYAK IS BACK!!! just want to meet up with her as soon as possible! can't wait for that!
Oh yes... Swaveboard, i owe someone an appointment! haha.
hoping that my obsession with American TV will pass with January (though i will still be tuning in on my iPod) dammit, commas! it will have to at least dial down, so that i can go out more and go experience the world beyond my 3.5 inch screen.
I've been neglecting my phone, and my email. hmm...
BUT FIRST! i've gotta get my driving done!!! erk, i hope i pass >.<
I've learnt that i've got to give things, people and myself, time and space to breathe. So to a better February, i anticipate!
wow really? already! woohoo, Jan is almost over, which means my grounding will soon be grounded! yes!
Though i must admit, it really gave me time to spend focusing on myself, and figuring out what 2010 is gonna be for me. [and watching ALOT of HIMYM LegendARY! (its so awesome when you know other people who watch it too!)] <- see how i had to use both regular and square brackets! this is not good, i need to learn to start using commas and using less brackets >.<
anyway. Sergeant pay countdown: 17 days.... oooh, i can smell it now. but most of this has already been spent, with Japanese Language Class costing me a hefty $300, and i think if i start dance in feb, that's another $100 gone. not to mention the Music i have been buying. and clothes i intend to get. oh god, i've turned into a big spender >.< may He have mercy on my wallet/bank account.
still, i've gotta think about what else i want to do. Feb, sounds like a busy month, with 2 weeks i believe will be stay in. (Ex Odyssey) it couldn't have come at a worse time, since SYAK IS BACK!!! just want to meet up with her as soon as possible! can't wait for that!
Oh yes... Swaveboard, i owe someone an appointment! haha.
hoping that my obsession with American TV will pass with January (though i will still be tuning in on my iPod) dammit, commas! it will have to at least dial down, so that i can go out more and go experience the world beyond my 3.5 inch screen.
I've been neglecting my phone, and my email. hmm...
BUT FIRST! i've gotta get my driving done!!! erk, i hope i pass >.<
I've learnt that i've got to give things, people and myself, time and space to breathe. So to a better February, i anticipate!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
January
Hi.
January has all been about driving lessons
and swimming/gym
and GATO
and staying at home (i don't count the 1st week, that is New Year Celebration, not really January)
and watching Shows
and learning to focus,
and knowing i'm not quite there on the focusing bit.
ahh January.
January has all been about driving lessons
and swimming/gym
and GATO
and staying at home (i don't count the 1st week, that is New Year Celebration, not really January)
and watching Shows
and learning to focus,
and knowing i'm not quite there on the focusing bit.
ahh January.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Legend... wait for it... ary
Just spent my entire (grounded) weekend watching HIMYM Season 2. and it was Legend... - wait for it - ... ary! haha. dammit, makes me wish i stayed in the east with Kenneth and Eugene, then could have joined them all those times for HIMYM Marathons. but WOW, the show is great.
Its gonna be my new FRIENDS :D
Its gonna be my new FRIENDS :D
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Hand Doodling and simpler times
Today while sitting in camp feeling bored, I pulled out my black marker pen and started doodling on my backhand. A nice little doodle I might add! Very tribal, will post it on my blog if I bother later, heh.
It reminded me of a time in TJ, when me and Varun (Varun and I!)were playing around with our markers and pens and did simple 2-hand combo doodles.
2-hand Combo Doodles
2 simple pictures, one drawn on each back hand, that when revealed would pair each other in theme.
For e.g.
Hand #1: red and orange striped umbrella
Hand #2: raincloud
Hand #1: Green Chocmint icecream (with cone!)
Hand #2: puddle of green with chocolate bits
You get the idea.
It was so simple but yet so pretty :)
Life was so much simpler in school. Lots of free time to kill and lots of friends surrounding you to kill time with. So many times humming around the canteen, or in the classroom and filming riduculous videos, ah, good times, goood times :)
Then I thought about this isn't the only thing that has changed. When I used to see everyone in school (and because I know all of us stay late in school) we wouldn't need to "meet up" and a simple telephone call would suffice.
Oh how we loved to talk! Talk straight into the night, until our ears got hot from being on the ear peice for so long, and our throats slowly getting drier.
And some how we slowly traded them for meet up sessions, which are great too, but it takes too much planning and effort for each instance, such that we don't catch up on regular days any more.
With a whirlwind which was 2009 I'm ready to try and slowly take at the reins of my life again and get off my lazy ass to do what needs to be done to stay in touch.
One of my new year resolutions: to learn how to use the phone again :) keeping in touch is more than grand events and outings, I've got to keep things simple!
It reminded me of a time in TJ, when me and Varun (Varun and I!)were playing around with our markers and pens and did simple 2-hand combo doodles.
2-hand Combo Doodles
2 simple pictures, one drawn on each back hand, that when revealed would pair each other in theme.
For e.g.
Hand #1: red and orange striped umbrella
Hand #2: raincloud
Hand #1: Green Chocmint icecream (with cone!)
Hand #2: puddle of green with chocolate bits
You get the idea.
It was so simple but yet so pretty :)
Life was so much simpler in school. Lots of free time to kill and lots of friends surrounding you to kill time with. So many times humming around the canteen, or in the classroom and filming riduculous videos, ah, good times, goood times :)
Then I thought about this isn't the only thing that has changed. When I used to see everyone in school (and because I know all of us stay late in school) we wouldn't need to "meet up" and a simple telephone call would suffice.
Oh how we loved to talk! Talk straight into the night, until our ears got hot from being on the ear peice for so long, and our throats slowly getting drier.
And some how we slowly traded them for meet up sessions, which are great too, but it takes too much planning and effort for each instance, such that we don't catch up on regular days any more.
With a whirlwind which was 2009 I'm ready to try and slowly take at the reins of my life again and get off my lazy ass to do what needs to be done to stay in touch.
One of my new year resolutions: to learn how to use the phone again :) keeping in touch is more than grand events and outings, I've got to keep things simple!
Monday, January 04, 2010
One liners
I've got a truckload of emails i want to reply... but i'm lazy. like too tired to think of a nice reply lazy. bleargh.
I like watchin 1 Litre of Tears on my iPod!
Wednesday is cooking/baking/catching up day.
I would like someone to talk to, like sit down and talk for loong times.
TA Batch Gathering was gorgeous :) i'm jealous! wanna do something cool like that too!
I went for Canoe Polo again! good times, good times.
but tired, lah.
I'm grounded for the month of January :( sort of.
I met Stephanie Sim at City Hall today! Talk about COINCINDENCE (oh, and another person to email!)
Its 2010! what am i going to do thsi year? o.O
I like watchin 1 Litre of Tears on my iPod!
Wednesday is cooking/baking/catching up day.
I would like someone to talk to, like sit down and talk for loong times.
TA Batch Gathering was gorgeous :) i'm jealous! wanna do something cool like that too!
I went for Canoe Polo again! good times, good times.
but tired, lah.
I'm grounded for the month of January :( sort of.
I met Stephanie Sim at City Hall today! Talk about COINCINDENCE (oh, and another person to email!)
Its 2010! what am i going to do thsi year? o.O
Friday, January 01, 2010
playlist: Navy (BlackBlue)
Top 3 songs i'm listening to now:
Warwick Avenue - Duffy
Dreaming with a Broken Heart - John Mayer
Clockwatching - Jason Mraz
such nice songs. very lull-y haha, songs to help me unwind. i should really get down to doing my ipod playlists, but for now i shall be content with my shuffle function.
Happy 2010. i want everyone i know to be part of my new year's resolution. i haven't quite firmed up what it is yet, but i know it involves you :)
Warwick Avenue - Duffy
Dreaming with a Broken Heart - John Mayer
Clockwatching - Jason Mraz
such nice songs. very lull-y haha, songs to help me unwind. i should really get down to doing my ipod playlists, but for now i shall be content with my shuffle function.
Happy 2010. i want everyone i know to be part of my new year's resolution. i haven't quite firmed up what it is yet, but i know it involves you :)
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
The iRony of the iPod
I'm on the train with my earphones plugged in typing on my iPod. My new favourite acronym: ASD ; Anti-Social Device.
And I'm not the only one. At least 40% of the people on the train are either plugged into a music player of sorts, or thumbs twiddling away at joysticks or keypads playing their portable console.
This iPod is awesome but it has increased my douchebaggery level by umpteen times.
Aside: an old grandma totally flipped open her techno ringtone phone and show her tech savvy street cred. Word to your grandma.
The iPod is a frikkin portable ultra computer. But it is the no. 1 killer of your social skills and your ability to think in peace.
I want to upload all my movies before my Wednesday duty! Woo!!!
I've got to relearn all my social skills again. It's like relearning to walk with a prosthetic leg. I used to spend boring train journeys thinking and maybe pulling out my phone to give surprise messages to people I haven't talked to in a while. Now I'm playing some bubble game or some other weird app. MY SOCIAL SKILLS ARE DOWN THE TOILET!
Haha, but it will be easier to blog nowadays. Can type what I'm thinking on the go.
Look outside your window once in a while. When you are on a train or at home. The world is beautiful :D so get your head out of the console for a while man...
Learn:
When to use and not to use my iPod
And I'm not the only one. At least 40% of the people on the train are either plugged into a music player of sorts, or thumbs twiddling away at joysticks or keypads playing their portable console.
This iPod is awesome but it has increased my douchebaggery level by umpteen times.
Aside: an old grandma totally flipped open her techno ringtone phone and show her tech savvy street cred. Word to your grandma.
The iPod is a frikkin portable ultra computer. But it is the no. 1 killer of your social skills and your ability to think in peace.
I want to upload all my movies before my Wednesday duty! Woo!!!
I've got to relearn all my social skills again. It's like relearning to walk with a prosthetic leg. I used to spend boring train journeys thinking and maybe pulling out my phone to give surprise messages to people I haven't talked to in a while. Now I'm playing some bubble game or some other weird app. MY SOCIAL SKILLS ARE DOWN THE TOILET!
Haha, but it will be easier to blog nowadays. Can type what I'm thinking on the go.
Look outside your window once in a while. When you are on a train or at home. The world is beautiful :D so get your head out of the console for a while man...
Learn:
When to use and not to use my iPod
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Letters from Macau
Well i guess it is a good thing that i only fell ill after i came back from Macau/China, but then again, i only got a stomach ache after having lunch, so maybe it wasn't china, maybe it was SFI FOOD THAT POISONED ME!!!
in any case, i was too lazy to do any journal entries in the China bits (Zhu Hai and Guang Zhou) but i was writing an email to one of my friends, and it pretty much summed up my Macau trip!
+++
Hi ______,
would have emailed you sooner, but who would have known you'd have to spend so much to get a decent Internet connection in this place >.<
actually had Internet in zhu hai, but wasted all that online doing useless stuff like blog surfing and what not. Haha. Anyway, Macau hasn't been to bad, though it is pretty much a tourist trap, things are either all branded and expensive or have a crazy range of prices, makes souvenir getting very difficult!
+++ end of day one +++
typing this in my iPod before I email this (just playing with my iPod, whee!) anyway, Day 2. It's been a decent day, went to check out the ruins, which had too many people, I prefer places where people don't know about, feels more special that way.
Portuguese egg tarts done properly are GORGEOUS! if they were not so expensive I'd buy a whole box and just sit in my world enjoying them :D
But other than some of the gardens and old ruin sightseeing, spent a good part of the day just enoying the room at the Sofitel, or Ponte 16.
today was COLD (not freezing, but not just chilly either) I like :) perfect scene for Macau, cold night sitting in Senado Square, oooh...nice...
+++end of day 2+++
BRRR! it's getting mighty cold here! Heh, but I love it! I probably wouldn't if I had to live like this for months and months but for this short period it is awesome :)
because it was so cold, when we went to Hac Sa beach this morning; it was roo cold to really enjoy the place... Though, it was not cold enough to stop me from having an ice cream. Lol.
our mornings in Macau are usually activity packed but by lunch. (late lunch, usually @ 2 or 3 pm) we are usually quite pooped, haha, and slowly find our way back to hotel.
however, today i decided to hit the casino with my parents, to see what all the fuss is about. My parents are quite into the slot machines, something about the flashing lights and the small wins must excite them. I found that I would rather play the tables (not that i did, don't have the capital at the moment) better odds and presumably more skill involved, heh.
I only found Jackpot Street on the last night :( Jackpot Street is what i call the street or streets with awesome foodie places and little dinnig areas lining the street. Worse part of it was that I wasn't going to have dinner there, was just getting some additional bites to accompany cup noodles at the hotel :(
Well this concludes my last night in Macau, tomorrow I'm heading to Guang Zhou, hopefully I can do some last minute Christmas shopping!
Oh! And I hope you don't mind if I put this on my blog. Typing the email each night has been a good way of recounting my holiday in Macau :)
Take care!
As sweet (but hopefully not as flaky) as a portugese egg tart, much love from
Jonathan
in any case, i was too lazy to do any journal entries in the China bits (Zhu Hai and Guang Zhou) but i was writing an email to one of my friends, and it pretty much summed up my Macau trip!
+++
Hi ______,
would have emailed you sooner, but who would have known you'd have to spend so much to get a decent Internet connection in this place >.<
actually had Internet in zhu hai, but wasted all that online doing useless stuff like blog surfing and what not. Haha. Anyway, Macau hasn't been to bad, though it is pretty much a tourist trap, things are either all branded and expensive or have a crazy range of prices, makes souvenir getting very difficult!
+++ end of day one +++
typing this in my iPod before I email this (just playing with my iPod, whee!) anyway, Day 2. It's been a decent day, went to check out the ruins, which had too many people, I prefer places where people don't know about, feels more special that way.
Portuguese egg tarts done properly are GORGEOUS! if they were not so expensive I'd buy a whole box and just sit in my world enjoying them :D
But other than some of the gardens and old ruin sightseeing, spent a good part of the day just enoying the room at the Sofitel, or Ponte 16.
today was COLD (not freezing, but not just chilly either) I like :) perfect scene for Macau, cold night sitting in Senado Square, oooh...nice...
+++end of day 2+++
BRRR! it's getting mighty cold here! Heh, but I love it! I probably wouldn't if I had to live like this for months and months but for this short period it is awesome :)
because it was so cold, when we went to Hac Sa beach this morning; it was roo cold to really enjoy the place... Though, it was not cold enough to stop me from having an ice cream. Lol.
our mornings in Macau are usually activity packed but by lunch. (late lunch, usually @ 2 or 3 pm) we are usually quite pooped, haha, and slowly find our way back to hotel.
however, today i decided to hit the casino with my parents, to see what all the fuss is about. My parents are quite into the slot machines, something about the flashing lights and the small wins must excite them. I found that I would rather play the tables (not that i did, don't have the capital at the moment) better odds and presumably more skill involved, heh.
I only found Jackpot Street on the last night :( Jackpot Street is what i call the street or streets with awesome foodie places and little dinnig areas lining the street. Worse part of it was that I wasn't going to have dinner there, was just getting some additional bites to accompany cup noodles at the hotel :(
Well this concludes my last night in Macau, tomorrow I'm heading to Guang Zhou, hopefully I can do some last minute Christmas shopping!
Oh! And I hope you don't mind if I put this on my blog. Typing the email each night has been a good way of recounting my holiday in Macau :)
Take care!
As sweet (but hopefully not as flaky) as a portugese egg tart, much love from
Jonathan
The Red-and-Black theory of gambling
The Red-and-Black theory of gambling
I like to watch people at the casino and see how they play and strategize what they bet on. I particularly like the tables, where games such as Baccarat, Roulette, Blackjack and Big-Small are played.
One day I want to come to a casino with my friends (a la 'The Hangover'-style) and put my Red-and-Black Theory to the test.
First, find a table that plays games with a 2 to 1 returns. In other words, I play $5 worth of chips, if I win I get $10 ($5 won) usually such odds are indication that the chance of winning are close to 50% hence the returns are relatively small.
The perfect example of this theory (in fact this is where the theory was derived from) is Roulette. It starts like this:
Have a set amount of capital you want to play with (I.e. $100)
Start with $5 on a colour (letsay Black)
if you win, collect your $10, and play $5 again
If you lose, put in $10 on your next bet
If you lose again put in $20 on your next bet
If you lose... $40...
If you lose... $80...
And so on...
If at any point you win instead of losing, go back to $5 and start the cycle over.
Here's the thing, the whole point to this theory of gambling, is to minimise losses. Why do people usually not play this way? Because it is boring as hell, and for each time you win, no matter what you bet for that round (assuming it's $80 because you lost 4 times) you only earn a net win of $5. And so you slowly creep your way up.
But I guess you could tweak this theory if you have a higher capital. If you have more to start with, and are able to keep betting up to save your ass if you lose , then this COULD (not WILL) minimise your losses.
It works for games like Blackjack too, where the focus is no longer on the hand you have each round, but on the wins and losses of each round.
Requirements:
a game where the rate of returns is exactly 1 to 1
a decided sum of capital
a lot of patience
I want to try this out one day, any takers?
I like to watch people at the casino and see how they play and strategize what they bet on. I particularly like the tables, where games such as Baccarat, Roulette, Blackjack and Big-Small are played.
One day I want to come to a casino with my friends (a la 'The Hangover'-style) and put my Red-and-Black Theory to the test.
First, find a table that plays games with a 2 to 1 returns. In other words, I play $5 worth of chips, if I win I get $10 ($5 won) usually such odds are indication that the chance of winning are close to 50% hence the returns are relatively small.
The perfect example of this theory (in fact this is where the theory was derived from) is Roulette. It starts like this:
Have a set amount of capital you want to play with (I.e. $100)
Start with $5 on a colour (letsay Black)
if you win, collect your $10, and play $5 again
If you lose, put in $10 on your next bet
If you lose again put in $20 on your next bet
If you lose... $40...
If you lose... $80...
And so on...
If at any point you win instead of losing, go back to $5 and start the cycle over.
Here's the thing, the whole point to this theory of gambling, is to minimise losses. Why do people usually not play this way? Because it is boring as hell, and for each time you win, no matter what you bet for that round (assuming it's $80 because you lost 4 times) you only earn a net win of $5. And so you slowly creep your way up.
But I guess you could tweak this theory if you have a higher capital. If you have more to start with, and are able to keep betting up to save your ass if you lose , then this COULD (not WILL) minimise your losses.
It works for games like Blackjack too, where the focus is no longer on the hand you have each round, but on the wins and losses of each round.
Requirements:
a game where the rate of returns is exactly 1 to 1
a decided sum of capital
a lot of patience
I want to try this out one day, any takers?
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Thanksgiven
TURKEY! what is more awesome than having Turkey in December :D
Organised a Birthday Dinner on Saturday for the TJ people, small group, the closer ones. and it was BEAUTIFUL. haha, don't pretty pretty and emo like i had imagined in my head, but awesome like the way we are/were/will be as friends :)
The night before (friday night) went for some BBQ Buffet thing, so had packed on the Beef and the meat like crazy, so woke up Saturday morning knowing i MUST get some exercise or else i sure go back to me phat ways >.<>.<)
Around 1+ we went down to play tennis, and it was awesome fun as always. and then about 3, Eugene Came, haha, he came.
Tennis between Gene and Kenny!
came up to get surprised by.... MARCUS.
heh, the gang was getting here!
Just chilled the afternoon away. at 5.30++ we were still dancing around with no pants, to eugene's IPOD and my speakers, Chinese Songs are awesome when your chinese sucks, haha.
7ish, the girls arrive = pants-on time = time to SUIT UP
This would be a good time to tell you everyone who came.
In order of Appearance:
Kenneth
Eugene
Marcus
Hui Min
Nadiah
Jia Yun
Jane
Gavin
Kerry
Varun
Isaac
Isaac came really late, like 10+ but the rest were here by about 8. so it was dinner time!
I'm real proud of my mom, she never ceases to wow and amaze every time my friends are over. Dinner was gorgeous, with the Lamb Minestrone Soup, the Viet Salad, Mash pumpkin/potato, Broccoli, and who could forget THE TURKEY :D quite surprised that we managed to wipe off the whole turkey, haha, too bad it didn't sit on the table as we watch it disappear.
It felt so right. just talking and eating, laughing, stories. it was picturesque :)
And Great cake, White Choc Macadamia, only pity is that Best Friend couldn't be there.
And as it seems to have become a tradition of sorts, the guys stayed over, haha, but this time not so crazy, no staying up till 4 am. but till 2 am wasn't bad, haha.
Just sent the guys off in fact (okay sent them off then watched South Park and HIMYM before posting, but close enough) feels good :)
Here's a shout out to people who couldn't make it, but we wish you were here:
Sze Sian
Syak
Dim
Raghav
Wendy
Sarah
Olivia
Sean
Bernice
and a whole bunch of other people i'm sorry i didn't invite. we'll think of something next year :)
To a wonderful birthday, i hope my wishes come true :)
the 3 candles:
wish 1 (the whole wish) - I hope i'm always surrounded by awesome friends (such as last night)
wish 2 (The half wish) - I hope to meet a girl with big-
wish 3 (my private wish) - *cannot say, but i'm pretty sure, if the other wishes come true, this will too :D*
I will put the (few) photos i got on FB soon!
Have a good year people!
Organised a Birthday Dinner on Saturday for the TJ people, small group, the closer ones. and it was BEAUTIFUL. haha, don't pretty pretty and emo like i had imagined in my head, but awesome like the way we are/were/will be as friends :)
The night before (friday night) went for some BBQ Buffet thing, so had packed on the Beef and the meat like crazy, so woke up Saturday morning knowing i MUST get some exercise or else i sure go back to me phat ways >.<>.<)
Around 1+ we went down to play tennis, and it was awesome fun as always. and then about 3, Eugene Came, haha, he came.
Tennis between Gene and Kenny!
came up to get surprised by.... MARCUS.
heh, the gang was getting here!
Just chilled the afternoon away. at 5.30++ we were still dancing around with no pants, to eugene's IPOD and my speakers, Chinese Songs are awesome when your chinese sucks, haha.
7ish, the girls arrive = pants-on time = time to SUIT UP
This would be a good time to tell you everyone who came.
In order of Appearance:
Kenneth
Eugene
Marcus
Hui Min
Nadiah
Jia Yun
Jane
Gavin
Kerry
Varun
Isaac
Isaac came really late, like 10+ but the rest were here by about 8. so it was dinner time!
I'm real proud of my mom, she never ceases to wow and amaze every time my friends are over. Dinner was gorgeous, with the Lamb Minestrone Soup, the Viet Salad, Mash pumpkin/potato, Broccoli, and who could forget THE TURKEY :D quite surprised that we managed to wipe off the whole turkey, haha, too bad it didn't sit on the table as we watch it disappear.
It felt so right. just talking and eating, laughing, stories. it was picturesque :)
And Great cake, White Choc Macadamia, only pity is that Best Friend couldn't be there.
And as it seems to have become a tradition of sorts, the guys stayed over, haha, but this time not so crazy, no staying up till 4 am. but till 2 am wasn't bad, haha.
Just sent the guys off in fact (okay sent them off then watched South Park and HIMYM before posting, but close enough) feels good :)
Here's a shout out to people who couldn't make it, but we wish you were here:
Sze Sian
Syak
Dim
Raghav
Wendy
Sarah
Olivia
Sean
Bernice
and a whole bunch of other people i'm sorry i didn't invite. we'll think of something next year :)
To a wonderful birthday, i hope my wishes come true :)
the 3 candles:
wish 1 (the whole wish) - I hope i'm always surrounded by awesome friends (such as last night)
wish 2 (The half wish) - I hope to meet a girl with big-
wish 3 (my private wish) - *cannot say, but i'm pretty sure, if the other wishes come true, this will too :D*
I will put the (few) photos i got on FB soon!
Have a good year people!
Thursday, December 03, 2009
Today is the Day
I'm blogging this in camp, because it will prolly be the only chance i get to do so if i want to blog about today... well today.
Today is my birthday :) yay
Didn't think much about today at all, afterall, just had a nice evening with Ximin catching up, its not like i have been planning for my birthday to come. in fact, this morning, the converstation at home was like this:
Dad: Morning Jon, happy birthday!
Me: Thanks Dad.
Mom: Morning, Happy Birthdday, you are not coming home for dinner right?
Me: Yup, going out to watch a Musical.
Mom: Okay Ati! tonight no one eating dinner at home!
Apparently, my mom and Mat will be at Aunty Jane's for Mat's Tuition. Dad has some function/dinner to attend, and i will be at W!LD RICE's The Beauty and the Beast with Best Friend. So, not much happening today, haha.
but was happily surprised by a whole slew of wishes from people on Facebook, and a whole bunch of sms-es throughout the day :D
Theresa (from Flashmob) totally surprised me by calling (the only one to do so, haha) to wish me, and people i wouldn't have thought remembered my birthday, dropped me a message to wish me, which was wonderful :)
Next Surprise! BSO, Maurice, called me to come meet him at the cook house. Apparently, Jeremy, the sly devil, got me a birthday tart as a present from the HQ people, and man, i was totally stunned.
I've never been good with Birthdays, Ber should know, hahaha. I can never remember them and i never know what to do to make it special. most of the time, i even forget to wish them, till days later. So when people put in effort to remember mine, i feel kinda bad, but immensely immensely grateful. Thanks everyone!
And for this year, i have so much to be thankful for, all the growth and the changes this year, so much i have learnt. it just has been an awesome year, and i can only hope that my 20th year will be just as rewarding.
Happy Birthday to Me, it may be my birthday, but the 'happy' is thanks to all of you :)
Today is my birthday :) yay
Didn't think much about today at all, afterall, just had a nice evening with Ximin catching up, its not like i have been planning for my birthday to come. in fact, this morning, the converstation at home was like this:
Dad: Morning Jon, happy birthday!
Me: Thanks Dad.
Mom: Morning, Happy Birthdday, you are not coming home for dinner right?
Me: Yup, going out to watch a Musical.
Mom: Okay
Apparently, my mom and Mat will be at Aunty Jane's for Mat's Tuition. Dad has some function/dinner to attend, and i will be at W!LD RICE's The Beauty and the Beast with Best Friend. So, not much happening today, haha.
but was happily surprised by a whole slew of wishes from people on Facebook, and a whole bunch of sms-es throughout the day :D
Theresa (from Flashmob) totally surprised me by calling (the only one to do so, haha) to wish me, and people i wouldn't have thought remembered my birthday, dropped me a message to wish me, which was wonderful :)
Next Surprise! BSO, Maurice, called me to come meet him at the cook house. Apparently, Jeremy, the sly devil, got me a birthday tart as a present from the HQ people, and man, i was totally stunned.
I've never been good with Birthdays, Ber should know, hahaha. I can never remember them and i never know what to do to make it special. most of the time, i even forget to wish them, till days later. So when people put in effort to remember mine, i feel kinda bad, but immensely immensely grateful. Thanks everyone!
And for this year, i have so much to be thankful for, all the growth and the changes this year, so much i have learnt. it just has been an awesome year, and i can only hope that my 20th year will be just as rewarding.
Happy Birthday to Me, it may be my birthday, but the 'happy' is thanks to all of you :)
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