No Phone Today

I realise that i'm alot more introspective when i'm without my phone. yes, i still talk to people around me, but i find that i'm more able to be alone with my thoughts, maybe because i'm not thinking about the next message to send out to people...

i must admit, i'm not really good at asking myself the hard questions. i can almost feel myself avoiding it, but because i'm in conversation with me, "we" both know that the issue is there, i just don't want to face it. I do enjoy talking to him though, its a little like narration sometimes, like telling me what to do, and what has happened. Reflection, like in a mirror, just in thought. 'Don't think so much' that's what my platoon mates tell me... sorry, but no thanks, that's what makes ME, reflection and thinking back, hoping to find ways to improve, or at least assess what has been done, that's the only way to move forward.

Ben is quite a mushroom to hang out with (Funghi- FUN GUY! XD) its surprising what a small island this is, and i guess this is the opportunity to finally link up and connect with old friends, like Sally :D but stupid i-love-my-pole kia liang STILL has NOT replied my message, you better be in delta wing or something!

So, with no phone today, i've been pretty much disconnected from my usual sms chat buddies, but its good to have some time to my own thoughts, maybe this is what kgukgu (refer below) is talking about. Must still learn how to face the tough questions tho.