Why i don't sleep

When i sleep it signals to me the end of the day. but i don't want the days to end! when a day ends, it means that the next one begins. if i sleep at 1 and wake up the same time, it really seems like i have more than 24 hours in a day!

but its kinda stupid if you think about it. yeah i know. but its a happy kind of denial doncha think? the only thing is that i'm losing on sleep. (hoping my body gets use to it, and i can function on less sleep)

anyway, since i'm here, if any one is interested (or still visits here XP) i've been posted to Rifle Range Road, as an Ammo Tech (i think that is Ammunitions Technician) don't know what that does, but will tell you next week (if i bother to blog) might be a 9 to 5 which might mean i can go home! then maybe i will blog more often :)

anyway, i've POP-ed (since my last post was "7 days to enlistment"). Finally out of the stupid island of Tekong, and have gotten that out of the way. people might be familiar with my Emo Sundays and my frustrations with working with some of the people there. let's hope it won't stay this way for the next 2 years.

also, i'm starting my application to Uni's most likely will stay here, there isn't any particular course i'm interested in doing overseas. but undesirable results might hold me back from getting the desired course. we shall see where this hand will take me. or i might have to mulligan >.<

if anyone still frequents this place, do give a shout out, and i'll try to reply XP i want to keep in touch :) i miss having friends surrounding me everyday. i miss school (kinda, haha)

maybe if i get to go back each night, i might have to make a exercise plan, but i want to meet people too. maybe i'll exercise with people! we'll see, we'll see...

I like bread :)

i'm tired but i don't want to sleep. (but now i'm gonna go bathe, and i shall sleep)

today was awesome. beach time with kenny, raggy and gavin (no nickname, unless you want gavvy, but that just sounds like... gross) then KJ came over and we just hung out. my place is good to hang out. but i gotta start letting other people plan! haha

i miss... life.

RACIST!