Brothers

i havent added the link yet, but there is a 1E brothers unite blog. i was just pondering over how we started it and how even though we dont really post on it that often, we still are close friends in school.

I wrote a post about nostalgia and how i missed my primar schoolmates in secondary school. yet i today felt a certain sense of longing and belonging to the 1E guys. For example, when isaac had his tablet stolen, we were all in major uproar, and we all identified with him. Or today, we discovered the absurdity of making VS a co-ed school. At first, marcus, isaac and i were just viloently discussing the change that pow chew was gonna make in VS, then eugene and kenneth joined in, all angry at that idiot for doing something so stupid and against the entire victorian tradition.

Haha, well that is just display of the guys. also, it has been like an unwritten ritual that at least 3 guys from the brudders would go have lunch together across the road at the coffeeshop. In fact, today was the first day that all 5 of 8 guys in class went across for lunch. I mean, yeah, it is a small event, and it really doesnt matter where we eat. but the thing was that we were happily chatting away, and overall just enjoying ourselves.

Same thing when we went back to school and slacked before IS. just us 5 guys in the next door classroom, and we just crapping around, laughing our ass off at the jokes that i found off the net. It was just an overall feel good kinda thing. i felt that our space was kinda invaded when YX came in, but that wasnt a strong feeling, it was just a bit weird.

I just never expected this to happen. earlier this year, i hardly interacted with the guys at all. it was only slowly after that i gt to know eugene and then marcus, and kennteth better. Isaac has always been my friend, but this is the first time in years, that i know we could sit together, and just crap around enjoying each other's company. In VS this never happened, everyone kept to themselves, and all of the students have the very Heck Care attitude. then now knowing that there are always these bunch of guys that i can talk to and enjoy myself with, it feels good.

On a side note, i guess that nick is a great guy. I mean, even though i am not like the closest guy to me, i know that he is like my lease hole in SC. i would approach eugene, but he has his own things, and i would not want to cause uproar in my own SC. Nick just has that really fun, yet really good listening attitude that maybe i can learn from.

So every aspect i kinda need something or someone to release my angst and stress. In Council, i got nick. In class, the brothers. But the thing i really want to attribute would be to my home and family, they are my release to life