LONG HOT DAYS

the weekend was LONG, HOT, but in some ways fulfilling, and thought-filled. today was just a LONG HOT DAY. Running in the morning was SUPPOSED to perk me up, but it didn't, and i just felt more tired and sleepy the entire day. STUPID AMMO PROJECT has gotten me totally blase, and i just don't care about it anymore. if not for the obligation to Yong Chyun who i feel has worked teh hardest on this project, i wouldn't have bothered as much. right now i just want to get it out of the way. no one really cares about it anyway, its a stupid project, it doesn't really mean anything to us.

  Sunday was spent, morning at Ah Gong's Cremation (ah gong is

 not my Grandpa, he's Heng Hwee/Woon and Chewy's Grandpa) its been rough on Aunt, she's had a lot to deal with this weekend. Then home to get some project done, before heading out to RJ for Sunday rehearsal for R&Gad. things are becoming a little routine, but routine is good too, it means i'm constantly active.

  I want to find someone to talk to. like just unload a little of my day to day worries. haven't been speaking ot mum and dad that much... even though i am typing this in MomDad's room. haven't been at home that much.

  Today MY Wang and Milks were supposed to come and cook. was hyped up about it last week, but today felt so dead, that had no mood to do anythign of the sort. oh and i wasted money at subway. I thought the promotion for the $5.90 meal was still on... apparently not. oh well, live and learn mom would (and did) say. I had a sudden craving for Veggie Patty, i haven't tried it before, but i have heard rave reviews from Raghav, so wanted to try it while it was still at a reasonable price. I must say that it really tastes DAMN GOOD, but a pity its so expensive...

Still a full week to go. meeting godma for dinner tmr, the pines... dinner is fine lah.
why is it so hot >.<>