Friday, June 24, 2005

Feeling better

It is the last fridya of the holidays. I am releived and yet i am struggling to finish the work that is due for the new term. However, i am in better spirits, and is more upbeat and enthusiastic about the new term.

It is particularly due to the SC meeting i had yesterday (thursday). It was our first thrash-out session, and i was finally able to throw out some of the things i have been holding in for the past half term. "judge, lest ye be judged" as much as i was criticising and ranting, i also got more insight on the problems i was having with council. from my previous posts, you could tell that i was not happy with certain things, and when you exclude yourself from such matter, you exclude yourself from the group.

All of this was thrown out during the session, and after that, i probably made a few people pissed off with me, but at the end of the day, we were all friends, and with the mindset that it was a thrashout session and not a personal attack, everyone was more open and acceptable to certain critiques and displeasures.

"Hardship pulls a team together", by identifying my/our issues, we were able to face them head on, and get it out of the way. then like Gopal said, "after that we go for kopi", the * of us then went for lunch and simply had a good time.

I cant say that i feel the most accepted in the group, but after yesterday, i feel at least i am part of them. perhaps for one simple reason. WE LOVE TO DIGRESS!! =P it is true, we are a bunch of people that can never stay on topic! from peopl, we talk about school, then to openhouse, then to other schools, then to Star Wars and then lightsabers! (they lost me there!) but it is true, when we finally get a chance to chit chat instead of bickering, it is a very pleasant group to be with!

Funny, with the workload waiting for me at home, and the tests to prepare for next term, i am feeling quite hyper about the whole thing. like Morpheous' wise words, "some things never change... ; but some things do..."

ciao! TASC rocks.

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