Slump, again

im becoming the sloth and scum that i keep turning into in the 2nd half of every year.

it happens all the time. every time i am in a new environment i will be really enthusiastic for a while, in this case 6 months, then i will just start slacking. It is just part of me. i am hardly ever focused and always degenerating into the same slump. they say that we learn from our mistakes and never commit them again, but how many times have i fallen back into the same rut.

in fact to a lot of things that i do, i am inconsistent. take my blog for example. i am running out of things to blog about, and very soon i will ignore this blog and not post for a long time.

However till that time, i will just continue. back to the topic of slacking.

Perhaps this time it will be different. at least that is what i hope for it to be. I have more support now. I have friends spurring me on, unlike in VS where we shun the good and humiliate the weak. Now i have a role to live up to, not that assistant monitor is not a good title. I need a start, and when i reboot i will be on full drive again.

what else can i say? it is, after all, a personal drive. fun again games need to be rescheduled and hard work has to come down strong and hard.

That is it. this post was uninspired, and flat. till the next post, cya.