Fulifillment is kinda tough

Man, i'm so tired! i think running in the morning makes me that way. never mind, will just have to go catch some sleep soon, right after i blog, and check some stuff online haha!

just came home from spending some time with Jane, Sze Sian, Wendy, Hui Min, Zhi Hao and Eugene. initially went for the MegaHouse Function, but it was kinda lame, so decided to go off and have dinner and chat instead.

The Weather is freaking hot! i remember as we were talking, we kept complaining about the heat. garh... maybe that's what's making me sleepy too.

I'm a little tired of starting conversations with "hey? how've you been?" its getting a little old. and i'm just saying it to everyone >.< well, goes to show how little i know about my friends, i need to BEG them to tell me, sigh...

I guess i miss Dialogue. not many people around me are still curious about what's happening in my life. even tonight as we chatted, when i left, i couldn't help but feel a little hollow, cuz it was just those superficial talk. I want to have a heart to heart with people. that's REALLY TALKING. but i guess that kind of relationship has to be built up, and i guess now its a little tough to do so. but i must persevere on nonetheless!

Monday going OETI with eugene! and tmr i'm going for Alara Reborn Pre-Release! yes yes, filled weekend, but is it fulfilling? i'll have to figure that out...