the constant ache

had an enjoyable sunday afternoon. went down to RJ to audition for a part in a play. the audition was a mess, haha, but it's not that heartbr-ache-ing if i don't get the part. its not like i have that much at st-ache there, its just a one off thing, if i get it that'd be great, but if not its okay :)

but what was definitiely more enjoyable were the little excercises, like action/reaction or roleplay. really has reaw-ache-ened my interest in drama, that's what i missed, letting lose and forgetting the world for a while. we did an exercise where we kinda had to improv a shakespearan scene, me and partner did Romeo and Juliet, she was a little... stressed, so it didn't turn out so good, but the rest were good nonetheless.

then met raghav down at raffles city, didn't have anywhere in particular in mind, just wanted to br-ache the monotony of doing nothing on weekends (more for him than for me though) my weekends will have the play rehearsals if all goes well. haha, i hope i m-ache it!

spent the whole day going around as red as a lobster, and painful painful patches all over the body, ahh well, that's the price paid for enjoying yourself to the max, you must pay the price if you want to have your c-ache and eat it too!

but overall its been a good day. not too stressful, a decent pace.

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i realise it is not an overwhelming feeling of unhappiness, but in everything i do, every where i go, the little pangs hit, like a terrible ache. life goes on, but the aches shall be there for a while.