Growing into this skin

I'm getting more comfortable with what i'm doing. came back from rehearsal today (my back aches from having to be hunched so much, thinking.... like some plowbeast, lots to carry on my back, so hunched forward) but the people are nice, and breaking the ice, though can see that the directors (particularly Cheng) are getting a little more stressed, but i'm sure given time they will gain control of the reins again.

I realise i'm the kind of actor that either likes to Direct the movement of everyone (but that's the Directors job, so actually i'm saying i rather be Director :D) or be completely directed, which means that i'd like to be told exactly how to do what i need to do. yeah, actually that mean's i'm not so creative like, rather just be an empty canvas for the director to paint on. i'm funny like that >.<

haha, had quite a few awkward scenes with Claire (or is it Clare? through the wonders of Facebook, i have discovered that its 'Claire'!) but i think she did good, me... hahaha... still quite awkward lah. anyway, will be professional about it, and its just business, heh.

Well, put that aside for now, still getting use to acting again, it really feels like its been really long >.<>.<>.<) Its on the 1st May which is next friday... at night! so no clash with the whole cycling trip!

Speaking of which! i've really got to get down and call everyone to confirm if they're going! man, i've been putting it off for so long! damn you Varun! why pangseh me :( haha, silly noob is currently at field camp! Mwaha but i'm sure he's enjoying it! can't wait to hear his 'war stories'.

okay okay, i've REALLY got to go and call everyone. aite, will update soon :) tomorrow's the trip to OETI, even if its boring as hell, you'll hear about it!