Untargeted

to recollect on everything i have done today... i've done nothing. We started off with a test, but the rest of the day was an utter waste of time. i even went on facebook, stared at it for the whole of 5 minutes, and just gave up. i think i became sick of facebook! (don't worry, i'll be back using it again tomorrow! haha)

still, its times like this where i can feel my life slipping away through my fingers. so i spent some time thinking about Ubin, and a little time sketching up Mr Rhino, but most of it was just sitting there waiting for something to happen. sadness.

i've gotten into such a momentum of doing things, that when i'm just idling by, i can feel it. like REALLY feel it. hear the tick tick ticking away of the seconds. time just passes so slowly >.< i much rather be out there doing something. that's why i must try my very best not to get a desk job in an office. i would spend so much time at the desk, my bum would probably melt and conjoin with the seat. i feel the pounds packing on already.

GkuGku (mom's brother) has asked me again about "what is your goal? do you have a target" and though i admit that i'm more active, i'm still not sure if i have a direction.

another thing i found i want to do! i want to enrol in Jap classes! if i can learn a decent amount of Jap, i can go to Japan after i ORD, and can get around without having to rely on a translator or travel guides! oh man! that sounds good! if only i can buckle down and really go and do it. maybe will ask GkingGking about it (aunt, mom's sister-in-law) (just in case you were wondering why they have such wierd names, i think its Teochew, but that's what we call them at home XP)

I realise i easily feel tired at home. that's why i must get out of the house! i hope i can find someone to go watch 17 Again with me tmr! just want to get out, and i REALLY want to watch 17 Again! MATTHEW PERRY, ZAC EFRON FTW!!!