Sunday, July 15, 2007

Heat wave

GR. can't even give a long growl... just so hot and bothered. and very uncomfortable. for once my mind would like to study, but even doing that gets me very irritated. HUFF. trying to do my work here? and end up blogging, just need some venting to try get the heat out of my mind. my room isn't a very good place to study, too many things on the desk, and i never bother to clear it out. and actually of all the rooms, my room is the most stuffy, wrong direction to everywhere. that's why i end up doing most of my work at night, when the sun is not so glaring and the room is semi-less uncomfortable than the day. I realise how often i waste my afternoons away, like now it is almost 4, and just a while ago it felt like 2pm. very unproductive at home, and actually i don't know if it would be better anywhere else. the only place i have ever kind of studied in this house is in the living/dining room, and even then i get distracted. yes, i'm easily distracted, especially on the computer, so easily i fall into youtubing or random surfing, darn, my achilles heel, the computer. Prying prying prying, trying trying trying, dying dying dying. bleh.

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